life...

the only thing that is keeping me going is that it would hurt my mom. otherwise... there's no point. pertaining to me, there is no point.


it'd probably hurt my dad, too.


i guess maybe others as well, but how could i tell? [see what i did there? i rhymed.]

even so, with just that as a possibility, i'd better not. not good to spread that hurt around. must i wait until im alone and they forget me? wonder how i could get around my parents...