Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii got a feeeeeeelin'

I would say my life's been ultimate crap since I walked away from you and you just let me keep on walking, but that would be the biggest lie I've ever told XD My life has always been ... a bit rocky... everyone's is like that. :P Only difference now is that I have no distraction... and no one to run to. But, I got a feeling that that is not what I need right now :)

v.v. Brown Shark in the Water LYRICS ON SCREEN.

So I Say GOODBYE

Im going in 2 this not knowing what i"ll find
but I've decided 2 follow my heart and abandon my mind
and if there be pain i know that at least i gave my all
and it's better to have loved and lost than 2 not love at all
in the morning i may wake 2 smile or maybe 2 cry
but first to those of my past i must say goodbye

-Tupac Amaru Shakur

I will move on.

There are times when... you know that someone is not good for you, but you desire to keep them around you simply because you are afraid to be alone... I will not allow this in my life any longer.

but

ily

life...

the only thing that is keeping me going is that it would hurt my mom. otherwise... there's no point. pertaining to me, there is no point.


it'd probably hurt my dad, too.


i guess maybe others as well, but how could i tell? [see what i did there? i rhymed.]

even so, with just that as a possibility, i'd better not. not good to spread that hurt around. must i wait until im alone and they forget me? wonder how i could get around my parents...