Goodbye, Mr. Green

I was gonna blog about how I'm done with you. I had a decent post going there, too. A few paragraphs long, even. But it's not worth it. Lol... I'm just done, that's all there is to it. If you don't know why, you're an idiot. I've talked to you about it many times, yo... communication is key and it's a two way street. There's no effort on your end of the street and I'm not gonna chase after you. Just as well, don't try to fix this or whatever, like you would anyway, though... I'm really done. Really. I don't want to speak to you anymore. Just movin' on.. K? Thanks. Forget what I've said 'cause none of it matters if we don't even talk to each other. Even friends talk. Don't you realize that? I talk to my friends more than I talk to you. Matter of fact, I have more conversations with animals, trees, and inanimate objects more than I do with you. Just sayin' :D

No but seriously, I'm done... I only posted it on this blog because there was a chance you might see it and I could let you know... I've deleted you from a lot of stuff, including my phone... Seriously, though... you ask me whether I'm "cutting you off" (shitty terminology, by the way) I reply and even then you don't respond! I wasn't "cutting you off" then, but I am now :| Well... not just now. I made the decision a few days ago, maybe after I realized I would get no response from you... Idk...but babe! You cut yourself off.

Just a word, you should maybe listen to the song Nothing Lasts Forever by Maroon 5. Almost describes how I feel perfectly, except... I wish there was a bit more "eff you, I'm done" in it, though...

P.S.
Know what's really ironic? I look up your blog..and the japanese word of the day is "Sayonara". Cute, ne?

Sayonara, H.A.G.

Lifehouse - Spin

Apparently, this is my life's theme song, according to some quiz on facebook. The description was pretty nice (The fast life is full of strange and crazy experiences. But you have the best of friends and wouldn't trade them for the world. You would never change a thing, because you know that this life is meant to be lived by you.) and I like the song... but as for some of the lyrics, I'm not so certain it's true XD I didn't instantly connect with this song, as I usually do with most others - weird, I know. Yet, in a way I sort of did. Mostly, it felt like there's a message in there for me somewhere... might help with some of my latest confusion. Or... I don't know. But, while I was thinking, "I should be there." and other thoughts like that....something told me that I would be there. Everything would be alright... I hope so.

hm..

i always knew i'd live in spinster city apartments with patty and selma.