What am I thankful for?

I felt like making this post now because my family is coming over tomorrow, they'll be here for the next several days, so I might not get a chance before the holidays!

Should I make a list, or just go with the flow? There are four things most potent to me that I want to say, but to be honest, I'm thankful for everything =]

First off, I'm thankful for God, that's a given. How to explain why, without pointing out the obvious... I thank him for still loving me despite my mistakes, helping me learn and grow from them.. Giving me life and allowing me to keep that life every single day since, in spite of my stupid and reckless decisions... especially involving crossing the street... it's like I'm asking for it... I must be a pain to deal with so I thank Him for still bothering to deal with me.

Next, I'm thankful for my family. Where would I be without their love? Sure we all have our problems... but I wouldn't be me if I hadn't shared these problems with them.

I'm also thankful for my friends. So grateful to have all of you. I'm surprised that I even do... I try not to be a pain...you guys put up with me for more than I'm worth and although I'm just getting to know all of you, I love you all anyway.

Of course, I've expressed this many a time, I think, for how thankful I am for PERSON. H.G... lol..mercury... lmao. He's gone by many names in my posts - except mercury, that sounds kind of gay... almost like he should be on Sailor Moon - but you probably have no clue who I'm talking about, dear Reader! That's okay =] Just know it's someone I love dearly, deeply, and unconditionally! Person changed my life so much, and only for the better... Person truly knows me now. All of me...and he's still here. If he himself weren't reason enough to love him...than his support for me is more than enough. I mess up so much.. whoa boy! How in the hell is he dealing with it, I wonder.. lmao! Person is a mystery =]

Last thing I want to say, although it's not all that I'm thankful for, is that I'm thankful for my experiences. Every single last experience, including the ones I regret, because without them... I wouldn't be me. Right about now, I'm thinking that me is a pretty good thing to be =] - Never dreamed I would be saying that about myself lol but here I am!

Oh gosh... I'm thankful for everything! Especially being alive... and I can't forget you, blogger family! Don't think I was going to >.