Sigh

Aah, the subject of love. This has really been bugging me for a good minute now. I can admit that I've always wanted it, every little girl's dream to be rescued by Prince Charming... but I've never questioned it until recently. And I wonder why. I have all these questions that no one can answer, which just leads me to more questions. All I really want, I guess is to know love better, recognize a feeling I'm not so sure about. I guess. How can people really know that they are in love? What does it look and feel like?? Who came up with the symbol for the heart, and why does it symbolize love? heart's don't look like that. How are emotions connected to your heart? Like when something hurts really bad or makes u really happy...and various other emotions...you kind of feel it in your heart. that has to do with the bloog pumping right? if not what? i don't really want logical answers here so just ignore that about the blood pumping, i wanna know how whoever is reading this feels about the topic, what they truly believe......... Why do some people not disconnect the two feelings of lust and love? Are they able to? Why do people feel love? Is it something someone decides? Is it a genuine bonafide emotion? How do they recognize it?... I'm so full of questions that no one could possibly answer accurately. You may think you know but how do you really...? It could only be what you believe. But I welcome opinions, thoughts, reflections, more questions warmly. I welcome them warmly. But I've still got more. What kind of love is worth loving if it isn't returned? Why do people love people who don't love them back? Why do people love people who can't love them back? Why do we hurt the ones we love? Why do we hurt ourselves with love. In the words of soulful singer Jazmine Sullivan...Why do we love love, when love seems to hate us? Love seems to hate me...maybe I'm too young? But I see people everywhere my age with their own special loves. I hate to admit that I'm jealous, that I feel unlovable...maybe destined to live the spinster life? But... in the words of Diana Ross - you can't hurry love. I've heard that from her since I was a little child. So patience is a virtue. What is the difference between love and a crush? Is there such a thing as a hard, passionate...fervent crush? How is it that you are able to love a friend so strongly, but not able to let them no or show him? How does a fear of rejection beat out such a strong love? Fear of loss of a good friendship... How does one know what they feel for this friend is really a love and not a mere infatuation???? What really is love...? What really is an infatuation? What makes someone love someone? How can someone love you if you at first don't love yourself? Can a love still be true if its unreturned? Why do some love some that they can not even reach? How can Someone love Someoneelse not knowing if that Someonelse loves them back? Not wanting to know incase they answer is negative, their love is unreturned? Are there some that never find love at all? and why? Why am I even asking all these questions of love? Knowing that I'll never get one answer. Because love just doesn't seem to be something one can explain...or even know... It's painful. I know that much.