It's because I'm human

unfortunately.

I know why angels don't make mistakes, but that's why God favors us. (did i tell that right?) Now i wonder if i were made an alien would i make the same mistakes. would i make any at all.

i've made some pretty stupid mistakes in my life and im tired of hurting people i care about.

i've apologized, done all i could do to make it right.

but if i keep dwelling on these mistakes i will drive myself back to the brink of insanity.


its just a letting go time for me, i guess.

im doing that now.

its all i can do...just look forward a move. move forward. even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday.

this too shall pass (;

i hope i am forgiven by God...to the people i have hurt...i hope you can one day learn to forgive me, if you don't right now.