If you know me at all!

Ok so, my homegurl...lets call her bob..you know..don't wanna put her business out like that. But ok here I go again. So my homegurl Bob* Is like my only audience for this blog. Wait.. Now tell me why I'm even posting this then??? K back to the subject. She finds my blog somewhat amusing and wanted to get people to read it. But I so callously told her it was completely pointless to have someone come read this blog. They would find it drab, boring, and idiotic. I mentioned that people don't listen to me when I speak, why should they listen to me when I type? They shouldn't because I have absolutely nothing interesting to say at all. Years of experience of being ignored or tuned out almost as immediately as I spoke gave me this knowledge. OOOh... I probably should have left that out this may label me as loser or LAME! Lmfao.... Maybe I should say a little bit about myself... Sometimes I am extremely hyperactive..depends on my mood or whats going on. I can get annoyed or frustrated easily..it depends on what button you push. Sometimes if there is just something so completely outrageous, unexpected, or dumbfounded words will completely fail me.. I have many flaws.. for a while I've been really failing to keep the peace.. I've been letting people get to me and then beaten myself up for it afterwards... sometimes, i realized, i can be just a little bit too hard on myself and I realized a big problem.. How can anyone else love you if you can't love yourself? So I'm working on that too.. self image confidence and all that jazz... but enough about that.. I just forgot why I decided I should say a little bit about myself... Its completely failed me.. oh well.. should I say anymore? maybe.. lemme start with that at times I can be extremely forgetful.. and othertimes I can remember things that others can't.. and some memories just won't fade. Well I move around a lot.. And Bob* helped me realize that with each new location I became a new me - and thats not always a good thing. I haven't seen Bob* since I was still at Etowah in August and after my first year there, Bob* was the only one I kept up with in the summer, now that I moved again Bob* still keeps up with me... Other people that I thought were even closer to me than Bob* didn't even bother to keep up with me even with the few feeble attempts that I made. So in a way Bob* is like the best friend I never had - we don't really share everything but we share enough and never *run for the hills* Wait....now what was this about??? Oh yeah it was.... nope it lost me... well this post is done.. wait no its not! now I remember!! Bob* told me I need a catcher for my blog...that would make it more interesting.. but what exactly... I do not know. "It's all about the content". My content really just consists of random nothingness.... hmm.. this blog describes me to a T. random nothingness. But yeah I really do need a catch though.. just gotta find a topic... got one for my next post though (from television.. i watch a lot of that)