Aww This Sucks!

They suck. As in my sister and brother. Well we kinda new it would be inevitable that my sister would meet somebody here...she's a guy magnet..like they gravitate towards her with some kind of majesty. But thats fine, its how its always been ya know... So me and my brother were the ones left who didn't know anybody.. which is weird since he works with all these people... Well I was content with it being us lonely I mean if I had to be alone someone else had to, too right? That wrong? I think it is.. Well now my brother's gone and met some nice little girl named Shamika (I say nice little girl because 'some girl' sounds kinda harsh) and he's going on a date tonight! Which means I am now the only one who doesn't know anyone in this podunk town. So, now I've got to be alone, alone... if that makes sense... What sucks worse of all for this is that, being the baby, I wasn't aloud to go places alone...not even sure if I even am allowed now even though I am older. But if I am (can't remember if it has been mentioned that I am) I can't go anyway because my phone if off and out of service... (I really want the T-mobile G1 and a job so I can pay my own bill -possibly- and so I can pay for gas for my car -just got a car-). Oh sweet sweet 16...now I know why they call it that... I can get a job when I'm 16 without people caring about my age and 'child labor laws' and having to fill out 'paperwork'. I can drive my car alone when I'm 16... drive to my job... I would say I could drive to the mall in Santa Barbara while I'm still out here in California...But that would involve me taking the freeway and ... well thats a whole other story.. So I'm gonna stick to the bus when I have to go to Santa Barbara... I wish I had a phone on so I could go out and look for jobs by myself. Lord knows no one else is going to go with me (Though I have to go with them when I have to go somewhere, they are never willing to go! Fair system right? I hate being the 'baby'.) As I said I really want a phone to use so I can go out and look for jobs on my own, but my current one is out of service plus I really want that G1 anyway! Now my mom offered to get it when she could but right now their doing cruise stuff for my birthday bringing almost my entire family along also, and bought my car. So I didn't really want to ask them to get it, thats the main reason why I want a job, so I can get the phone myself! But to get the job, I need a phone, to go out by myself... ain't this dandy... Well my old one can call 911 thats rly all I need for now. She also offered to go half and half with me for the phone when I got my first check for the first job...Now in the time it's gonna take for me to actually get the job (I've hit up every place in Carp. barely ne place was willing to hire a 15 yr old besides Tony's but my sister took that job behind my back, though I had just got hired with a horrible lady that I could tell was fake within the moment that I met her and didn't want to work there, plus she was gipping me, didn't tell me what real minimum wage was in Cali and paid me under the table.) Any way, In the time its gonna take me to get a job, if I even can, before I'm 16, and in the time its gonna take for me to get my first pay check AND work up enough money for the phone, my folks will be able to get it for me anyway. But I really do not want to mooch. I just want to be 16 already man...It seems like it will be much easier by then... 3 months... 3 stupid months... Need a job!!